Simple works fine

anw my biggest worry and fear now is rgd my KI IS. you can go highlight that space below and squint your eyes and read, but its my rants about my KI IS, so dont bother la, i know you really wouldn't care :) (yeap a smiley face, whats new)dammit. i need to think of an ideaaaa. okay tmr. i will think up one/two tmr and go to school on tues to ask mr wong. but mr wong may not be there cos the As are over so teachers wont be thereeeee. shit la. sheeeeeet you know. i really want to get my idea out and start working on it. i am so freaking slow and i cannot afford being slow. not me, not now, not ever. sheeeeet. and i hate it when i procrastinate like this. i say and say and say but never get down to it. andi realllly neeed tooooooo. toooooo. . okay im setting my deadline, tmr. shitheads.

I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
I lift my lids and all is born again.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,
And arbitrary blackness gallops in:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed
And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade:
Exit seraphim and Satan's men:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I fancied you'd return the way you said,
But I grow old and I forget your name.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

I should have loved a thunderbird instead;
At least when spring comes they roar back again.
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)
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I think this is a realllllly lovely poem. I rmbr Ms Chia reading it to us long ago in one of her unsuccessful canteen lit lessons haha. I miss going to school!
Aaaaand, zee As are over, hoho. I realise i wont be seeing Z around anymore, dammit ): [do you know how boring school can get w/o eyecandies!]
Or all the friendly/interesting/weird J2s, including exspecs. I think i will feel slightly insecure next year, without seniors, but nvmm, i have littlemissdin :D

I've been going around standard blogs just to listen to nice songs. Googling poems to read.
& after 4 nights, i've decided that since im an insomniac i'm going to fully utilise my nights.
I've had enough of tossing and turning and couting sheep in bed manzz.
& nope, not utilising my night here, baaaahbhaaaai!

you forget,
where the heart is.

Saturday! Met zee delta dearests! Not that many people turned up cos it was pretty last minute, but we still had fun all the same with those who came :) Lunched at army market walked to lavender then headed to espl rooftop! Haha, played our famous number game & took many many pictures. Met kathleen and later patricia came and her cheryl rupini & i sat at good ole' starbucks talking. :)

Oh, i noticed sth! These two pictures have this mirror image thing going on! Coooool! Hahaha.

Welll, its been pretty long and simply spending time with the few of them was enough to make my day. Its with these bunch of people that that feeling of security and comfort comes along as well. Its the kinda feeling that nothing can ever go wrong & that feeling is just, precious :) Forever and ever will they be my one in a million. Delta 07 mannzzz!

Sunday! Was my bro's confirmation. 298 people got sealed with the Holy Spirit that day! :) Well, i had a great time singing damn loud with my cousin haha, so many nice songs! Bro got confirmed with the name Titus (all of us dunno if its even in the bible haaa). Yeah, that's his class below. Later everyone headed over to my place for dinner and Thank God everything went smoothly :) It was a lotttaaa people in a small house haha.

Dad & Mom (Yalaaa cannot take togther la plzz)

Titus & Adriel (HAHAHA) Mom says this makes us look more like little satans than people blessed with confirmation. Howellzzz.

Yeah well, mom's side met dad's after about 5 years? & well conversation ran pretty smoothly i think. Mom said "hi" to dad in church when they first met and when leaving my house dad said "im leaving", & i tell you, these were the only 3 words they exchanged the whole day hahaha.

Monday! Went to hq to submit China forms then just slacked at central office talking away & later watched a movie. (Haha, its really my 2nd home laa). Left to meet gun for dinner & we went to this place called 'stiff chilli' which was closing down, so free food & drinks! :D Ciaoed after awhile and walked home. Nice nightttt! (rifle will always win the gun okay! hahaha)

Tuesday! Sarah is rotting at home :D (Starworld mania later, whooptidooo!)

Well anywayyyy, i think im gna get my bodyclock in order and start changing this rotting lifestyle of mine. I had insomnia for three nights and one of the nights the thunder was so damn loud i tell you, i realllly thought terrorists were bombing Singapore! I even got up to look out he window but duh there was nothing. Haha, but reallllly! I was damn scared gosh.

Family, good friends & good days.

I can live with these :)

Yeapadabadoooooo, im gone!

and its now or never,

we aint gonna live forever